I was not able to find my smile these past few days. It went hiding since last week. When I see you my friends, I seek to find smile but smile says he is tired and doesn't want to meet the world. I asked smile why do you not want to meet the world- smile says," well, I can't pretend to do what you want to when I know heart doesn't want me to appear." I stood there thinking about what smile told me. I'm sorry, smile. I'm sorry, heart. At night, when i try to find smile, smile says he's afraid to see someone. I asked him who is he afraid to..he said he's afraid to see frown. I asked him where's frown and all smile could do was hide and refused to tell me.
As the days past till the week when school started this week, I was so angry with smile because he refused to come out. Even he does, it's just a brief appearance. He told tears to take over his role. Tears gladly came and in abundance. I told tears to stay put but tears told me," I can't when heart tells me to. Mind says No but your heart rules over your mind for now."
I thought i could always pull out smile whenever I wanted him because it's the natural thing I do when I see people. Hands will go and hug the people and smile will just naturally appear. Now, even hands will come, smile struggles to surface and tears will fight hard to come forth and take over smile. All because heart says so.
My friends, smile at me when you see me. Maybe then smile will find a reason to appear once more. Thanks~
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